God Vs. Satan

I have noticed the last couple days that God is really battling for me in my life right now. First...The whole email this morning... After It was said and done, later that day I got a phone call from Linae, the girl whose husband emailed me.. she asked "what did you say to Chris in an email" and I said "how did you know he emailed me?" and then she said "No, he said YOU emailed him" So I immediatly told her I was trying to stay out of it but obviously couldn't now, I explained to her that he emailed me and read her what he wrote to me and then told her my reply. I told her that Jonathan and I decided we would not get into it and that Jonathan was gona talk to him and tell him that I didn't feel comfortable getting into and do it in a nice way. Jonathan was very encouraging to me.. I swear I am falling more and more in love with the man lately, God's definatly helping our marriage along the way! OHH the power of prayer! But anyways, after I explained to Linae everything she was like "omigosh I'm so mad" I told her she needed to just trust God and he will take care of it. Of course right after that she told me that last night she was at another bar! :( And that her ex sent her pictures of himself... (very very pornish pictures) and he is a married man... I am still praying about all that. But It just goes to show, the more I trust in God, the more the Satans gona fight. But Satan has got to realize the more he throws at me, the closer its bringing me to God. Now I want you all to understand, in the past I haven't been the strong Christian woman I should have, we all make mistakes in our lives... and I like to refer to them as "fires" in our lives.. where we destroy things, or tear things apart. Those fires can be pretty hurtful to ourselves and those around us. But through those, over time, God planted tiny seeds into my life, and those seeds sprouted, friends prayed for me and they continued sprouting, I started getting really interested in the word.. and for the first time in my adult life I started doing nightly devotionals. My spiritual life has slowly been taking off over time. And here I am now. Some of you may think of me as some "hardcore Christian, or Jesus Freak" and your extremely right in those terminologies. I know not everyone agrees with me and my beliefs, so please just have an open mind and try to understand my stand point on things, and the way I handle situations. Today alone I have seen prayers answered, I have seen battles come into my life. God's pretty awesome in my eyes. Its so much easier to deal with things when he's got the reigns. I have definatly not always been like this. not in the least and I still make mistakes in my life, in my younger teen life (14,15) I was into Gods word, but not to the depth I've grown now... I strayed far away.. got pregnant out of wedlock, fell into alot of horrible situations, that have brought me to this point in my life. But I am proud to say I have two BEAUTIFUL children... and a husband who is showing more and more support to me, and who loves me, and I feel that love... more now than ever. Those rough spots in our marriage just months ago have brought us closer than I could have ever imagined! It's simply amazing how awesome God is and how he uses completely horrible situations and makes something amazing and wonderful come from them.