The New House

Here is the Inlaws new house that I visited todayIts coming along really wellFun watching it go upThats FIL standing in the kitchen, I am standing in the living room taking the pictures.. very awesome effectAlittle bit broader view into the kitchen from the living room..(in case anyone was wondering why I was posting these in my journal.. Hubby looks at my journal alot and I like him to be able to see what is going on at home, the things he is missing.. in fact thats why I have been posting less and less as friends only.. I made this journal with the intention to help my husband see what goes on from day to day and know how I feel.. but thanks to some immaturity I had to do some more personal things friends only.. I've just come to realize.. it doesn't matter what they think of me... I want to use this as a tool to communicate with my friends and family... and to help keep my husband involved in our lives alittle more, sorry just explaining myself here)Oh and an update while I'm at it! Jonathan should be home in alittle over a month!!!!!! WOW.. i can't believe its been about a year since he left!! What a rollar Coaster ride it's been... I definatly have learned alot over the last year... Gona take what I learned and apply it to my daily life, learn from it and move on right? Tomorrow morning I am taking Micah to preschool then I am heading over to the Ymca to work out and get back into full swing of my diet, I can't tell you how many times I was told "You look WONDERFUL" or "You look Gorgous!" and some "WOW you've gotten smaller!!" What an AMAZING feeling... expecially coming from my BIL Carey who I wasn't even sure if he liked me at all... His father (my MIL ex husband) told me I was beautiful many times... Definatly makes me realize all this is worth the effort.. I feel so much better, so much more confident in myself.... I know I don't have to be a stick in life.. but for my health... for the sake of my family, I wanted to get healthy and in shape.. I was to run a mile with my son and not get short winded.. I want to ride my bike for 20 miles and enjoy the scenery... I want to be active chasing my kiddos around the park... best way to start is lose the weight and get in great shape... luckily I have pretty good muscle mass from the 9 years of soccer, I feel 110% more entergized... I sit still for to long and I get ansy!! LOL Its amazing what some weight loss and some excersize and being active can do for you. Okay.. so I'm going off on a ramble now... LOL I'm in the mood to chit chat now that I have the kids in bed, I guess i should follow suite and hit the sack as well so I'm rested enough to do the Y in the morning! I hope everyone is having a wonderful night!!!!!!! :) GOD BLESS!!!!!!!!!